Have you ever had that feeling that you had to run.
Run from your home, from your life, from your family?
What if you want to run from the heart aches given by your love?
This isn't a need, this isnt a desire, this is an instinct.
This question suited to this situation is, should you stay or should you go?
What if you're not alone, what if your love wants to come too?
What if you don't want him to go?
What if you want him to go, but are scared he might see the real you, the freed you, the one you've kept locked away for so long?
What happens if he hates the freed you?
What happens when he falls in love with the freed you, will you be able to love him back when all he reminds you of is the celled bird you once where?
What will happen then?
What about now?
Knowing your feelings can you still love one of the caged, or will you look for someone as free and as wild as you?
Tell me what will happen then?

1. Finish watching Juno
2. Clean out room
3. Vaccum
4. PAINTING MY FUCKING ROOM GREY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5. Not fucking forgetting what I'm supose to do.
   
   
   
    

1. To awaken
2. To stay with Andrew
3. Learn to drive
4. Graduate from high school
5. To Leave South Carolina
6. Go to Queens University in North Carolina
7. To become a teacher/ writer
8. Have a home somewhere in the North or move to Colorado, anywhere it snows
9. To have 2 to 3 kids, possibly adopted
10. Buy a small kitten  and name it Zeek if not two pond fish, one a balck koi and the another a Platium Ogon
11. try not to kill myself